Hard to Cope

When everything has gone to shit I push myself but I can’t commit
When it can’t get any worse life reminds you just how much it hurts
The pain of being alive the uncertainty you hold deep inside
Will I survive another day or will the voices in my head finally make me cave
Endless days my minds in knots sense of purpose has all been gone
Uncertainty this violent haze blurring lines what’s wrong with me
Never ending grief on repeat in a world so dark it’s getting hard to see
Troubled thoughts I can’t take it pray for serenity I hope that I make it
These scars will stay as my hatred grows I’ve yet to see any change
That’s just the way it goes so hard to see a future that I don’t know
Life won’t let go hard to cope
I won’t be broke down
The walls around me they’re closing quick can’t let this world tighten its grip
Searching myself and all I know to stop the pain but life won’t let go