OCEAN

Often I close my eye, imagine I’m at peace
I know it well I know it never comes with easy
There’s pain inside, I’m not comfortable in my skin
One of the more reasons that led me to this bridge
I’m at war with the reflection that I see in mirror, the ocean I cannot win
Maybe if I RIP, maybe drown in sea to the point where I cannot breath shit
And I’m like god I pray every night
But you have not replied
And I’m like god all I do is good
But you ain’t have my side
And I’m like god Joseph suicided, he could of been alive
And I’m like god Jjay needed help, you ain’t help him survive
And I’m like god I needed your guidance but you ain’t provide shit
Now I suicide
Verse 2 (ELAURA)
When I feel myself fadin (shine on)
When I feel my lungs cave in (shine on)
When I feel my heart breakin (shine on)
When I’m the fear I’m facing
Shine on
Shine on
Break down