Song of Darkness

Darkness whispers telling me
Of resurrected memories
But Your haunting silence beckons me to scream
Of all my pain
Addictions leave empty
The heart that is searching
Depression is reaching for me
And here in the darkness my hands are shaking
The trauma of innocence lost is tainting
Abuse left me questioning who I really am
And who I’m meant to be
In suffering and pain is Your grace sustaining?
To victims of sin is Your goodness failing?
Where is Your voice?
My God, I need You now
My God, I need You now
When I look upon the wounds in my heart
The memories come flooding like a plague
But when I look upon the wounds in Your hands
They serve as hope and reminders of who I am!
We try to forget the pain and regret
But always remember that you are not alone
Addictions leave empty
The heart that is searching
Depression is reaching
(this cycle is killing me)
I’m searching and coping
And struggling with hoping
But I can’t keep numbing the pain
But there in the darkness Your hands were shaking
The sorrow of paradise lost was making
You weep for Your son with a torn identity
And what this meant for me
In suffering and pain, it’s Your grace sustaining
For victims like me, You are never failing
So still I will sing:
My God, I need You now
Yet even in the darkness
You weep with the weeping
And hurt with the hurting
So still I will sing:
My God, I need You now