Anaphora (Dear God)

I want to be anyone but me right now
I want to seem confident and beat my doubt
I want to be over this, and breathe it out
I want to be someone so much more than myself
Why am I what You made me?
Why am I in Your army?
Why am I so unworthy?
I am nothing
Why am I here?
I am nothing
Why am I here?
I am nothing
Why am I here?
I am nothing
Why am I here?
I can’t find anyone who cares right now
I can’t get any of my demons out
I can’t get over this or breathe it out
I can’t feel love for any piece of myself
Why am I what You made me?
Why am I in Your army?
Why am I so unworthy?
I am nothing
Why am I here?
I am nothing
Why am I here?
I am nothing
Why am I here?
I am nothing
Why am I here?