i knøw, yøu never really løved me

Understand?
I’m tellin' you, shit’s different
You gotta trust me
Please
I know you had a few options
But you were so toxic, oh yeah
But you were my option
I chose you so often, oh yeah
And that was my fault
Oh that was my fault
Girl it’s so hard to fuck you so right
When I know that you make love to someone else
Oh-oh oh
I need help
I miss when you called me on my cell
I miss when we were friends and you didn’t hold out
I even miss the long drives to your house
And I was so close to you
I was so close to you, oh yeah
I was so close to you
I was so close to you, oh yeah
I’m heading for a break out
A break down
Oh babe I’m tryna break out
What you’ve done
And oh, I’m so alone now
Alone now
I’m always gonna hold you in my heart
But my chest is hollow now
My chest is hollow now
So numb
Girl, I’m so numb
Girl I’m so numb
Put that pussy down a little lower
I been getting slower
Down a couple shots
Luckily I got a bulletproof vest
But I’m still bruising deep inside my chest
Love scars, they never fade away
But I can still try to fade away
Blacked out off a Black Label
So I can try to keep all my relations grey
Every time I fuck I’m tryna kill the pain
Nestled deep inside my heavy heart
But every time I know it’s not enough
And I watch her watch as I fall apart
I was so close to you
I was so close to you, oh yeah
I was so close to you
I was so close to you, oh yeah
I’m heading for a break out
A break down
Oh babe I’m tryna break out
What you’ve done
And oh I’m so alone now
Alone now
I’m always gonna hold you in my heart
But my chest is hollow now
So numb, so numb
So numb, so numb
So numb, so numb