No Future

I woke up
In a terrible sweat
Mind is clouded
I can’t feel my feet
I don’t know what I was doing
But it’s something I will never repeat
You’ve asked me twice
If your dress looks nice
How I find your hairstyle
What we’re gonna do tonight
Please, set your mind at ease
Just give me a minute to think
I don’t know what you want me to say
But I hate everything that surrounds me today
I’m defenseless
But you make me tense
Over and over again
I see no future today
It just doesn’t exist for me now
The sun is shining bright
Everything seems fine
People are moving towards the beach
I’ve got a heavy head
Maybe soon I’ll be dead
Who cursed me?
I wanna find that witch
And I know yesterday I was not like myself
Must’ve broken something, hurt someone
But it’s easy to find a way to justify
Yourself if you were drunk
Yesterday never existed for me
There is nothing more to discuss
And it’s better to think what to do now
Not dwelling on the past
Time has slowed down
I see no way out
Can’t keep my feet on the ground
I still see no future today
It just doesn’t exist for me now
There’s no future for me
Can you help me to find it somehow?