Cold Night

Another night
I can’t fall asleep
Desperate thoughts
It’s hard to breathe
I’m alone with my fears
Till the morning light
One more
Cold night
I have never been a hero
Foreign body, absolute zero
I’ve got nowhere to go
And nothing to decide
One more
Cold night
All the lights off
All the bars are closed
The city falls into the darkness
Now it’s time to
Take the masks off
And put them in a chest of drawers
Till the morning
We are the animals
We can let out secret desires
I’m so excited
Full of anticipation
My head’s on fire
It’s a hard time
For the dreamers
There’s nothing to believe in
All religions
Suggest solutions
Always less than unresolved issues
My body’s frozen
Head is burning
Brain falls to pieces
It always happens
When you feel that
You are far from your dearest wishes
It’s just too hard now
To control all my emotions
To keep in balance, to play it cool
It’s just too hard now
To stop internal explosion
I wish I could