Decision Fatigue

How, with everything you’ve done
Will coming home change what we’ve both become?
I lost my best years in the wait
Always falling for your next excuse
And still I’m sitting here my love
Prepared enough to see this whole thing through
But I’ve lost my energy to fight
I stay here only for the view
In all our years apart
I’ve never let you known
I’m done with treading here
I need the undertow
In all our years apart
I’ve never let you known
I’m done with treading here
I need the undertow
How did you think I’d be consoled
By telling me I’d always had control?
I don’t need sympathy from you
I need to know you’ll see this damned thing through
But I’ve lost my energy to fight
I stay here only for the view
In all our years apart
I’ve never let you known
I’m done with treading here
I need the undertow
In all our years apart
I’ve never let you known
I’m done with treading here
I need the undertow
In your unrelenting pursuit of self
You left nothing for me to live on
And I could not eat the detritus of gifts that you were given
Oh you whispered soft into my ear
That hunger is for the living
And I’m still fucking starving man
And I’ve just turned unforgiving
In all these years apart
I’ve never let you known
I’m done with treading here
I need the undertow
In all our years apart
I’ve never let you known
I’m done with treading here
I need the undertow