All Alone

Repetition follows me
In everything I do
It’s like my feet are nailed to the floorboards
Of the house wreck I call home
Slowly watching people pass
As they leave me alone
Cursed from birth
Until I leave this earth
I dig my own grave
With every breath I take
No pill can mask my reality
It can’t, it’s unproscribable
I’m sick to death
Of getting nowhere
I dig my own grave
With every breath I take
Stuck in my way
Always the same
But there’s only me
To face my reality
Please stay for a while
'Cause I’m more scared
Than I have ever been
I’m self-destructive
I’m relapsing
Please stay for a while
Love the boy who hides behind his smile
Please stay
Stay for a while