Too Long

This is it
Yo, I always fear that my words gon' leave me broken and broke
So I prepare for the worst but always hope for the most
My shawty ask me if it hurts that I ain’t spoke to my folks
I told her I got no control, this life gon' go how it goes
Remember Chegan loaning me clothes when I perform at that show?
He said he’d bust me in the nose if I ain’t leave with no hoes
That was the night I met Malia
She was peeping the flow
She told me she was trynna tee up
Are we leaving, or no?
I told her we can’t fall in love
A couple nights is all it was
You don’t want me you just say that shit when you be off the drugs
If it’s supposed to work it will
And I’ll be happy if it does
Some people separate to build
And that might happen to be us
Love is a life time
I see you doing quite fine
And baby you be mine, right?
If I was in my right mind
You never come around so I been aging all this white wine
Never seem to have found the right places at the right time
I’m fucked up
Been too long
It’s been too long
It’s been a while bae
And I don’t miss you no less
I gave you most of me, you left
I’m here to give you the rest
You never know what’s coming next
And that shit make you upset
Every decision leave you stressed
Because you hate to regret
But yo, I’m jealous how you live your truth
Yo, all these feelings way too new
We ain’t been introduced
And girl we both so fucking lost we ain’t got shit to lose
See life ain’t never give us options we can pick and choose
I wanna die if we can’t come alive a couple years from 25
My heart’s so fucking undersized that loving me is unadvised
Life is ‘bout a bitch
That’s the only way it’s summarized
I told Marker I’ma get you rich before your son arrive
I know I’m special don’t let no one tell me otherwise
I coulda cried
I coulda gave up on my hundredth try
But fuck the other guys they never seen my mother cry
Only focused on my story
Never ‘bout the other side
I’m happy that I’m here now
From living out a warehouse
Every day she wearing down
So worried ‘bout my whereabouts
Saying all my prayers aloud
Just hoping god can hear me out
Don’t need too many blessings just to fair ‘em out
Yeah
Think it’s been too long
Yeah, it’s been too long
It’s been too long, yeah
It’s been a while bae
And I been missing you more
Moving slow, moving forward
Trying to grow and mature
But my soul connected to yours
So I’m ready for war
I’ll adore you and support you like never before, yeah