Disarray

I done been through hell and back, chasing dreams selling raps
Rather share my story now 'cause I know they gon' tell it whack
Niggas said that I would fail, I’m well intact
Clientele developing from selling crack
Even though I’m barely ever sleeping, treat my body like I’m Iron Man
Poppin' all these Robert Downey Juniors tryna fly again
Mama I’ve been spending all my nights inside that lion den
'Cause I ain’t wanna see you cry again
Vino where you been at? 'Preciate the impact
Heard that I just missed you, guess it was a mishap
Living out in Dallas now you ballin' like Kristaps
But you want my opinion, you should probably get your bitch back
Dawg we been conncted from the bottom like a chinstrap
Don’t tll me you no different when you switch up I can sense that
If even when you’re tripping bro, just hit me, I’m on dispatch
The past is just the present we present inside a gift wrap
Livin' in a disarray, reminiscing drift away
I ain’t been granted every wish but I guess this okay
Wishing I could fix it, hey
Maybe on a different day
Now every time I close my eyes it feels like parts of my life go by
I fall right apart, don’t quite know why
Busy watching life go by