SomeDay

And I ain’t trynna leave this pressure all on god’s shoulders
That’s why I been more invested than a stockholder
Lost a handle on my life and then I crossed over
And I just might die tonight, so no, I’m not sober
The first time we had sex it was in October
She smoke weed, she pop X, she a high roller
I used to love her as a kid, but then I got older
Thought it’d get better over time, but now our time’s over
And I remember sleeping on my sister’s sofa
Looking at all these niggas make it that ain’t for the culture
These niggas toasting to success, I can’t afford a toaster
And they can’t break me off no bread cause all my niggas broke up
But yo they on and then they gone they flow is so ebola
Yo girl be jamming to my songs, so bro you know we know her
I might get lucky like she handing me a four leaf clover
This life get ugly, especially when you lookin at it closer
The praying predator
I’m smoking on nebula
All these rappers is regular, they nothing but replicas
Told my shawty «don't you stress because I’m gon do what’s best for us»
I know god ain’t always clear in all the ways that he’s blessing us
But the faith is strong
Might take a chance and make your favorite song
I played along with all their fucking plans and then I made my own
Them days are gone
Escaping change
Sleeping in a vacant home
Now your shawty let me steal
I’m busting like my name Jerome
And trade like Calen claim the throne
Don’t hang it up, keep hanging on
And even if I die, I’m by your side so bro you ain’t alone
The people ain’t gon treat you right
But that don’t always make you wrong
Know you wanna make it
Just be thankful that you made it home
Cause everybody ain’t that blessed
These cops came to take a bullet like they ain’t got vests
And yo I need it right now
Bitch I ain’t got next
And they gon hear these words loud before they playing my death
And I feel like they gon take me out
Yeah, feel like they gon take me out
Maybe one way, fuck it
We all dying someday
Yeah, and I been by myself lately
High as hell daily
So alone with my thoughts that I’m starting to feel crazy
Like, don’t nobody love me
Everybody hate me
Take my medication, but don’t always take it safely
Anxious and I’m insecure
This is where it takes me
Never looking in the mirror cause I don’t want to face me
She live like it’s a different year, shawty from the 80's
She did so many lines of coke she fucking lost her babies
See there’s beauty in pain
I know they view me the same
Tynna tell me I’m no different
I’m like «truly, I’ve changed»
Used to be daily user now I’m using my brain
Started off with a computer, now I’m boosting my fame
Got me struggling a lot less
Trusting in the process
Only kick it with a couple niggas like I’m Offset
Bout to get another dub
I don’t think I lost yet
They can play this in the club
But they can’t play your project
Bout to get another dub
I don’t think I lost yet
They can play this in the club
But they can’t play your project
And real shit’s the only thing I’m searching for
Pain is only painful to you when you ain’t been hurt before
I make these raps so all the drowning people surface more
I know it’s bad, but one day it’s gon be worth it lord
I start my day, I work my nine to five, then I work my ten to six
Always working double time, still don’t get no benefits
Hope I’m on my father’s mind
Know he never mentions it
Shawty sniffing all the time she like a white supremacist
I’m bruised and full of blemishes
Used to be adventurous
‘Til I lost my innocence and moved on to some different shit
Now its fuck you and fuck yo momma if she in this bitch
Never worried bout the shit behind me
I don’t reminisce
I’m head down, fled town
Trynna make it spread round
Talking to my niggas like «remember when I get clowned?»
Now the hoes pay attention
Niggas pay respect now
This the type of shit you learn to love like a stepchild
Fucking up the game for a lotta
Niggas that ain’t never had a dream or a dollar
Now I want the cheese, I want the whole enchilada
And yeah this life a bitch, but yo I’m happy that I gotta
And I feel like they gon take me out
Yeah, I feel like they gon take me out
Maybe one way, fuck it
We all dying someday
We all dying someday
We all dying someday