What I Wanted

Your hands holding down my neck
Run me around 'til I forget
Thought I was good, ready and set
Disappearing truth from everything you said
I ended up at your old place
Since you left nothing’s changed
Just seeing the door to your old room
Made me feel way worse than I needed it to
I don’t know what I wanted
I don’t know what I wanted
I don’t know what I wanted
I was too gone when I started
No one speaks the way you do
It’s the same old shit, nothing new
Everyone I’ve been sleeping with is wrong
Empty under sheets with someone who doesn’t belong
And I feel pressure to get away
Everyone just settles in this space
And there’s so much more that I could do
Than fucking around staring down at my dirty shoes
I don’t know what I wanted
I don’t know what I wanted
I don’t know what I wanted
I was too gone when I started
I don’t know what I wanted
I don’t know what I wanted
I don’t know what I wanted
I was too gone when I started