Waves

Cut to when I feel a-okay
It’s so unusual how I never get my way
Now I’m too nervous
Grind down my teeth
Just delusional don’t worry
Don’t worry
It comes in waves
But I should be used to it
I’ll sit & wait
If that’s how you wanna do it
To be honest I can’t tell if it hurts
(I'm treading water)
Maybe this is what I deserve
(Wash me away)
Remember when I said it was true
I wouldn’t do it again
I wouldn’t listen to your advice
You just wanna ruin my mood
So sick of being abused
So I’ll just sit by myself it’s alright
Finding out my purpose without you (x2)
On my own again here
It comes in waves
But I should be used to it
I’ll sit & wait
If that’s how you wanna do it
To be honest I can’t tll if it hurts
(I'm treading water)
Maybe this is what I dserve
(Wash me away)
I’m blinded by the sudden lights (x3)
Come down from your high tower
& watch me run out of the air I breathe
I can’t believe I’m here
It comes in waves
But I should be used to it
I’ll sit & wait
If that’s how you wanna do it
To be honest I can’t tell if it hurts
(I'm treading water)
Maybe this is what I deserve
(Wash me away)