The Devil in the Details

Out of options anyway
Don’t tell me it’s okay
All I’ll say is I’m ready
You’ll explain you’re sorry
Come a little closer
Let me tell you how
It works in my head
Losing composure
Feeling so beat down
I’m bound in bed
Getting consumed by self hate
Trying my best to escape
But I’ve lost myself
Now I’ve lost her
& I don’t even know whats fucking going on
Way too busy trying to find the reasons why I’m feeling numb
Now she in corner over yelling trying to get me up
Somehow her love ain’t enough
Some how her lov ain’t enough
Drugs only help me so much & you know m
I think I’m losing my touch of reality
I don’t know who I am
Out of options anyway
Don’t tell me it’s okay
All I’ll say is I’m ready
You’ll explain you’re sorry