Deceiver

Tell me the truth, you always wanted me to fail
So I could never live up to you.
Caught in the past, I never thought it would
Come to this.
Silence
Has never sounded so sweet,
But it’s lost its appeal.
Noise
Surrounds me with every step
I can’t walk away.
No compassion,
No love for what I am.
Smothered with neglect.
Well it’s all the same to me.
«I knew you’d disappoint,
I knew it from the start.
It was never meant to be,
And now it’s tearing us apart.»
I hope you never know
How heavy this burden is.
I can’t move on.
Stasis
Rejection
Halted
Progress
Fueled by indifference, guilt and shame.
Everyone I’ve ever loved
Has turned their back.
I can only hope
They forget my face;
Fade to memory.