for everyone else

Woke up surrounded in a pool of my own fears
I still hear the thoughts of death ringing in my ears
Took the long way home
Didn’t speak the whole way there
All of you
Overwhelming
Ripping out my hair
I think about dying almost every time i wake
Id be gone by now but for my friends and families sake
Ill stick around and let my
Heart take in this pain
Ill process the hardened frames
And let it all sink to my brain