I Am Trying to Say Goodbye

Wandering the earth, once again, as a tired giant, forgotten god
Do not admire me, learn from my misery
Would you exchange everything you love for my power?
Despite everything I am, alone I am not enough
She is the vessel that harnests my strength
I tamed demons, but I never could tame an angel
She fears me now
The one person I swore to protect
There is no peace, only fear
Hate, misery and madness
When she walks her feet barely touch earth
When she speaks my ears hear only her
I was becoming more than a vengeful monster
Becoming a part of her
But then again, you could not comdemn
Someone you love that much, to a life with someone like you
So, as a monster, I continue
One half of a whole
The dark in the grey
Now I am the vessel that carries but hatred
And hate is the fuel that feeds my existence
Missing a half that exists no more
Nothing has ever hurt so much
No longer half-breed
The human is no more
I am the demon that other demons fear
Despite everything I was, alone I could not fight
She was the anchor, that kept me on your side
Now I am the vessel that carries but hatred
And hate is the fuel that feeds my existence