Dead End

Eyes are on your phone
At the edge of my bed with your hand on my leg
What you smile for?
Was it something I said? Is she back already?
Know that I shouldn’t get used to you
I keep my composure, used to being used by you
I don’t know what’s worse
That you walked in my room smelling like her perfume
Or that I called you first
Thought that I was immune, wouldn’t let you get any closer
I shouldn’t get used to you
Losing my composure, you love me being lost in you
You lie in my sheets, then lie to my face
I lie through my teeth and say I’m okay
Won’t settle for second place
You could say you want me, but
This time I mean it
I’m so sick of these dead-end feelings
Scrolling through my thoughts
At the edge of regret, got my hands on my head
I gotta cut you off, hope it hurts you like it hurt me
You’re gonna have to stop getting so used to me
Always crawling back to let you get the best of me
You lie in my sheets, then lie to my face (You lie to my face)
I lie through my teeth and say I’m okay (Said I’m okay)
Won’t settle for second place
You could say you want me, but
This time I mean it
I’m so sick of these dead-end feelings
Missed calls and text messages, I deserve more than this
Not just when I am missed or when she is just pissed off
At you and you tell her you’re through
You’ll crawl right on back in a day or two, déjà vu
I know you’ll never change and I will never stay
'Cause your lies, they stay the same
On my own, I will be okay
You lie in my sheets, then lie to my face
I lie through my teeth and say I’m okay
Won’t settle for second place
You could say you want me, but
Fuck if you mean it
I’m so sick of these dead-end feelings