I've Been So Lost for So Long

I’ve been so lost for so long
Every street’s a dead end
Every sign points behind me
If you need me, don’t
You can’t trust a man who can’t find his way home
My impaired intuition is telling me just to give in
If you find me
Could you please remind me
Why I woke up today?
I feel so sick
Doctor, it hurts when I exist
This isn’t the pain I’m usually in
I hope it’s not contagious
Maybe I’m asleep and this is all a dream
I can’t believe my life is happening to me
If you find me
Could you please remind me
Why I should wake up tomorrow?
This is me reaching out to you publicly
So what else is new?
Maybe I’m asleep and this is all a dream