Maternity Leave (Funeral March 28th)

I’m sorry you’ll never get to know me as a man
I swear I’m better now, you’d have seen
I’m sorry my sister grew to a woman without a mom
And I pray that she never takes your lead
I’m sorry i’ll never get to know you as a peer
There’s so much of your heart I will never learn
I’m sorry I’ve yet to spread your ashes out to sea
What do I do with the urn?
I’m sorry you left while I was still angry
My pride subsided eventually…
I’m sorry to all the women I couldn’t trust
It’s just the first one chose to leave
I’m sorry you hurt for as long as you did
Wish that you could have found another way
I’m sorry I didn’t speak at your funeral
I hope this song will be ok
You made it through your twenties
You made it through divorce
Oh mom, what were you going through?
Was this conclusion really worth coming to?
Was it an accident?
Was this really your intent?
As the curtains dropped
were we in your thoughts?
Because I still think of you
How I could be to blame for this too
Maybe it’s me that’s who
Let your song end too soon