Lost

Look around and I don’t see my friends
I’ve been following trends
I just want it to end
Hidden hills
Nah I don’t mean to flex
I just got a few checks
Let it go to my head
It hurts watching yourself fall
I can’t find myself at all
It’s not what I signed up for
Can’t feel like this anymore
6pm I wake up in my bed
If you catch me in the morning
You know I haven’t slept
Always wonderin' when they’ll come for my bread
They might pull up for these diamonds
Pump my body with lead
And it’s ay okay if they do
I’m just blowing clouds all day with the crew
I don’t give a god damn fuck about you
Chose to live fast and now I’ll see it through
LA bound
Drop the top on the Benz
I might take the crew to Hyde
And then we’ll pour out your rent
Fake fun, once you realize the truth
You can’t see that wealth sucks until it
Consumes you
It hurts watching yourself fall
I can’t find myself at all
It’s not what I signed up for
Can’t feel like this anymore
(I can’t sleep)
(I can’t dream)
(It kills me)
(How Mainstream)
(My day dreams)
(Are Frightening)
(My Energy)
I’m drowning
(Is lightening)
(It hurts watching yourself fall…)
(I can’t find myself at all…)
(It's not what I signed up for…)
(Can't feel like this anymore…)