Take Me Instead

What is my free will if I lie helpless?
I want all of the pain, I’m selfish
All my real ones, I know that they felt this
Pain that’s endless
I wish to me first
Put my loved ones written on a T-Shirt
In the clean suit, ridin' in a cheap verse
Wishin' it was reverse, waitin' for the rebirth
Won’t you take me instead?
Won’t you aim for my head?
If there’s heaven waitin'
Helping me for my forgiveness
Won’t you take me instead?
When I wait for my rest?
If there’s heaven waitin'
Helping me for my forgiveness
(Won't you)
Won’t you take me instead?
I was holdin' in my last breath, foldin' in
When all the colder shit in then my life took a fast left
Watch you bleedin' on the way you seein' at me like I was half dead
But I just couldn’t accept
I just couldn’t ever, everything was fine with you, but now we’re past that, but
I would take the pain for you in the heart
But to take it from me better bring up an army
Selfishly I thought, just enough for you to have to leave it alone
I’m not sorry, I’m not ready to give up just easy
I rip my heart out in front of my chest, before I tell you
Won’t you take me instead?
Won’t you aim for my head?
If there’s heaven waitin'
Helping me for my forgiveness
Won’t you take me instead?
When I wait for my rest?
If there’s heaven waitin'
Helping me for my forgiveness
(Won't you)
Won’t you take me instead?
Take me instead, take me instead, take me instead, take me instead