Alive

Can’t believe what I see
all the lies I’ve never realized
It’s so cold
This is the end of silence
after all the sufferings
I’ve chosen the way of noise
the only truth, my language
I really have control and power
I betray
that I’m alive
Here I stand
with poison under my skin
I bear the sign of your mental hell
in the name of your law
in the name of something
I’ve never wanted
and never told
I betray
that I’m alive
Slow down
feel your breath
inhale the air of this room
and then
you recognize
that it’s still cold
I betray
that I’m alive
hear me say
that I’m not blind