Count the Days

I think I’m stuck in the same gear
I count the days since I’ve been here
I lived a while then disappeared
I’m wrapped in words and vitamins
I thought the fog was loosening
It bites until our bitter end
Stretched as far as I can reach
But I’ve been treading carefully
Lie awake to go to sleep but hear a monster underneath
Overthinking I’m without
‘Cause within I figured out
I’m just guessing when I say that maybe once day I will leave
I’m alive
And it could be much worse
I’ll be alright
But it could be better
I think I’m stuck in the same gear
I count the days since I’ve been here
Gone for a while then reappeared
I’ll bathe in salts and supplements
Relive our latest sentiment
This moment’s only transient
Looked a far as I can see
Maybe I’m just hard to please
Lie awake to go to sleep but see a monster in my dreams
Overthinking I’m without
‘Cause within I figured out
I’m just guessing when I say that maybe one day I will leave
I’m alive
And it could be much worse
I’ll be alright
But it could be better