Pipe Dream Surprise

pipe dream surprise
throw up my hands
my shoes untied
new recipes are cooking
i try to peel the layers
and find that there are none
i try to find the center
but it’s all one big mess
bring me a cup of coffee
to fill my empty hands
leave me to do as i please
i’ll run and run and run
yeah things are meant to crumble
for things to take their place
leave me to do what i want
i’ll waste the hell away
pipe dream surprise
loosen my grip
i guess i’m alive
old recipes are cooking
i go to grease the engine
and find that it’s undone
i try to find instructions
but it’s all one big mess
pipe dream surprise
fall to my knees
it has arrived
or i’ve not been looking