Breathing In

Never really know what to say, but as of lately, I can’t block the voices
So much going on in my brain, can’t even walk on a stage, in the end,
guess we make our own choices
All of it was more than a memory, would have given up everything,
even if it was poison, felt like you were the remedy
I could barely hear noises, you were more than a friend to me
I’ve been turning into my enemy
Always tryna figure out if this is rally me
I was broken, attempting to put togther every piece
Sorry I’m not the person, you always hoped I would be
And the pressure, is building up more and more, and it’s gonna peak
Wasn’t ever complete, always met with defeat
Losing all my ambition, now lying right through my teeth
Shattered more than they know, at the moment you had to leave
And I’ve always been so afraid, that I’m sharing this side of me
And I would always carry doubt, couple years that I’ve been out
Then you took a step inside, didn’t need anyone else
No one cared if I was fine, but was screaming for their help
And I started to feel detached, with the hate I held in myself
It was you, the one I always wanted to save me
Yeah they tend to think, I only quit 'cause I’m lazy
Too afraid to tell them, how I’ve been feeling lately
I’m having trouble breathing in
I’m having trouble breathing in
I’m having trouble breathing in
I’m having trouble breathing in
Breathing in
I’m having trouble breathing in
I’m having trouble breathing in
I’m having trouble breathing in
Always kind of feels like I’m drowning
Thankfully, I’ve always got the people around me
Never not worried, about the way I’ve been sounding
Didn’t think the world, could hold someone like you, it’s astounding
I was thinking different, never really cared much about me, so you made me wish
I didn’t have to carry this doubt
We could have made it to the finish, never had no one else, you were the only
person willing to help me
So I had to work on my healing, 'cause I was stuck in my feelings
Even met with an angel, while I was dealing with demons
Never knew where to start, not many others could see it
Here again in the dark, and used to everyone leaving
Light from you is always gleaming, if we’re together I’m dreaming
You took a step in my life, gave it a whole different meaning
Now they know I’m in agony, most of them couldn’t see it
A battle with my own emotions, and was almost defeated
I guess I wasn’t worth the stress
You were always one, to put your soul in every step
Barely even know what I would do though, if you left
And I promise to stand beside you, when you take your final breath
It was you, the one I always knew that could save me
Yeah they tend to think, I quit only 'cause I’m lazy
Now you’re the one afraid, to say how you feel lately
I’m having trouble breathing in
I’m having trouble breathing in
I’m having trouble breathing in
I’m having trouble breathing in
Breathing in
I’m having trouble breathing in
I’m having trouble breathing in
I’m having trouble breathing in