HONEST

You say I’m too blunt
Well I’d rather be honest
I don’t want you thinkin im still on this
Shit
Cuz I’m so sick
Of running away from it
Yeah I know
You’re scared
And I probably promised
But I don’t even know if I can even hold all this
In
Cuz I’m so sick of running and running away from it
Running from something
We’re never gonna get back
I’m sorry
This is not what you wanted
But even the best things fall apart babe
So promise me something
You’ll never forget how we started
If I try to ignore it
I might fall apart before you can haunt me
I wish I could shelter your hatred
But I’m not so used to this and I’m afraid I might not make it
You look so upset girl, I hate it
But I’m not
So over this
I just needed to show you that I could make it