The Edge

Damn, I’m really at the edge
Tryin' not to fall, I’m just prayin' for a ledge
Niggas want me dead 'cause I fill 'em up wit' lead
If you love me better pray, 'cause I got voices in my head
Brodie call me on my phone, he like, bro I see the demon
I can see it in yo' face, you ain’t the same I can’t believe it
He like, focus on the vision and don’t worry 'bout these leeches
I’m gon' keep on tellin' you, until you tired of me preachin'
Sittin' at the edge, finna fall, I need a rope
Momma look me in my eyes and always tell me that it’s hope
Said, the streets ain’t no good, always tell her that I know
Baby do you love yo' life? 'Cause you keep actin' like you don’t
I love my life ma, I can promise you I do
But the look you give me different, can you promise me you coo'?
I know you goin' through some thangs so can you promise me the truth?
Told her ma I’m at the edge, long as you pray, then we’ll get through
Aww don’t push me to the edge, please don’t push me to the edge
Don’t push me to the edge (Don't push me to the edge)
Oh no, you don’t wanna see what happens if you push me to the edge
You don’t know what I’ve been thinkin', you don’t know what’s in my head
Fightin' off demons, I’ve been fightin' wit' my ex
Told my grandma pray for me, wish my grandpa wasn’t dead
Dis is deeper than it seems, God gave me signs
This shit deeper in my dreams
Shit I can’t say gotta leave it in these streets
And it’s all fun and games 'til you bleedin' in these streets
Sittin' at the edge, ain’t no ledge on this cliff
Just a edge wit' no support, ain’t no legs on this bitch
One ear out the other, what you said wasn’t shit
I’m a hard-headed nigga fillin' lead in the stick
Sittin' at the edge, heart like a lot of love
They’ll love to see me gone, so I pack a lot of slugs
I’ve been lied to a lot, so I lack a lot of trust
Groupie hoes see I’m up, so they askin' for the cuffs
I remember we was young, when we had no worries
All that shit I been through, made me have no mercy
Tunnel vision, back then, what I had was blurry
At the edge, ma don’t trip, I’ll be back, don’t worry
Oh don’t push me to the edge, please don’t push me to the edge
Don’t push me to the edge (don't push me to the edge)
Oh no, you don’t wanna see what happens if you push me to the edge
You don’t know what I’ve been thinkin', you don’t know what’s in my head
Fightin' off demons, I’ve been fightin' wit' my ex
Told my grandma pray for me, wish my grandpa wasn’t dead