Bad for You

I don’t think she get it
It could be months or girl be years
And I could not forget it
The way u were moving I know that u knew u we’re making me jealous
You ripped out my heart and it tore me apart now I need me a medic
I don’t wanna feel it
It haunts me I let it
First day of October and it’s getting colder
I texted u read it
I’m wearing the sweater u gave me I saved it And wrote u a letter
But I never sent it
I think that I might but give me til December
— just finished dealing with shit in September
I love this weather
I’m doing better
Wonder if everything you said you meant it
It’s been a minute
Need me a second
I’ll just admit it
I let it happen
Guilty for liking the feeling of sadness
I love the beauty in madness
Lately been worried bout crashing
All of this shit I imagined
Meet me in the bedroom
Don’t wan let you go but I just had to
I just have feeling that im bad for you
I just wish i wasn’t cuz you’re good for me
Good for me
I wanna run away
Never wanna see your face
I don’t wanna feel this pain
I just wanna end this day (x2)
It’s changing changing now like those days
U a stranger strange how life works those ways
Hit the pavement skate and I’m out my brain
I been faded lately just to numb my pain
Maybe daily hate me but some days feel great
Pray those days will come back again
And I know I can be doing all I can
But gotta live my life so I don’t go insane
Meet me in the bedroom
Don’t wan let you go but I just had to
I just have feeling that im bad for you
I just wish i wasn’t cuz you’re good for me
Good for me
I wanna run away
Never wanna see your face
I don’t wanna feel this pain
I just wanna end this day (x2)