Troubled Mind

Headin’down to the river, feelin’all undone
Might be for the best if I just stare into the sun
So I can’t see, what a fool you made of me Well, I am sittin’home alone, blue as I can be Music turned up loud as hell, it hurts but just as well
But (?) I can hear people talking 'bout us Dear
By the looks I get seems I am the last to know
Apologetic eyes follow me everywhere I go
I swear I’m twenty-twenty but I never saw the signs
And now I sit alone and try to ease my troubled mind
Headed down to the barroom to get myself a drink
Money in my pocket’s gonna help me not to think
of you at all, no I won’t think of you at all
Well, I swear that women, she’s like a mystery
I read those pages through and through
I still don’t have a clue 'bout what went wrong
Or why she left after so long