The End of Me

Gotta be the greatest in the world when I die
Only reason why I wake up sorry for the lies
I don’t really love you, you don’t love me
I don’t need nobody because you don’t even know me
Told you close your eyes imma take you for a ride
I’m just gon proceed and tell you everything I hide
Now you know why I’m empty
I just need some love and I’m hoping you don’t end me
Satan by my side, got the devil in me
Livin in the moment I could never be seen
Wanna numb the pain with the promethazine
But I don’t wanna turn up to be fiending codeine
Shorty said she love me but she want, me, dead
Shorty said she know me but I’m not, her, man
That is just a shorty that I vibe wit
That is not a bitch that I can go commit a crime with
I don’t want nobody I just wanna be alone
Everybody nowadays the same like a clone
I can see shit clearly I’m like 20 I’m grown
I don’t feel right I know that this ain’t my home
Gotta be the greatest in the world when I die
Only reason why I wake up sorry for the lies
I don’t really love you, you don’t love me
I don’t need nobody because you don’t even know me
Told you close your eyes imma take you for a ride
I’m just gon proceed and tell you everything I hide
Now you know why I’m empty
I just need some love and I’m hoping you don’t end me
I been through some things that no one should’ve been
I guess I’m just happy I’m not dead because I could’ve been
Would’ve been, and I should’ve been
If I just gave up and told em I couldn’t win
But I powered through, I’m a soldier
Now I walk around I got the devil on my shoulder
This shit turned me numb but I’m still here
Battlin my demons gotta end it by like this year
But they won’t leave, and they won’t budge
Everybody telling me that the cokes fun
Snort a line, no more issues, should I do it
Shut the fuck up are you really fuckin stupid cuz I
Gotta be the greatest in the world when I die
Only reason why I wake up sorry for the lies
I don’t really love you, you don’t love me
I don’t need nobody because you don’t even know me
Told you close your eyes imma take you for a ride
I’m just gon proceed and tell you everything I hide
Now you know why I’m empty
I just need some love and I’m hoping you don’t end me