END IN MIND.

On average I been feeling less than lowkey
I been riding solo plot twist, this ain’t no movie
My inconsistency to breathe
Has taken toll on my lungs, gasping for love
I swallow the knife whole
(I swallow the knife whole)
Just to cut out my heart
Just to show you I’m able
To fuck up my life
Put an end to this fable
My ears start to ring
And my head starts to spin
Where the fuck have you been?
Don’t just stand there, come in
It takes everything in me
To make it through another day
At least they start and end with you
At least they used to
I’m saying we’ll see how it goes later on
I don’t know what to do
I’m in a fucking mood
I’ve been wasting my day inside of my bed
I can’t fucking move
Don’t try to call me now
Don’t try to calm me down
I need a break so I can rebuild
I’m sorry you saw me drown
Drown in my thoughts
I know I’m a lie but I been alone with the demons
In my head, they’re all that I got
They’re all that I got, they pull me apart
I drown in my thoughts