Until Eternity

Why do I have to be until eternity, does it never end?
Why do I have to see spirituality, sometimes I wish I can’t
Why do I have to hide deep in the night, why don’t you understand?
It’s just because I’m dead, I’ll always be, until I fade to sand
It’s like a neverending dream and I can fly
I don’t hear with my ears anymore
I don’t see through my eyes
Everything is unreal to me
I can’t believe a thing i see
It just doesn’t make any sense
But this is reality