Adora (Adore Her)

First time I fucked wit' you
I ain’t know love then
But then I learned
The shit come once and it don’t come again
And I been tryna find someone like you
So I could love again
But it don’t work, and it ain’t
'Cause they don’t understand
Like you did
The shit you did for me, I know
I know I did you wrong
I can’t be chasin' love no mo'
'Cause them hoes ain’t who I want
Got me in my feelings wit' you
And to be honest
Think my life hit a ceiling wit' you
Depression hurt
I ain’t notice how I was dealing wit' you
And now you gone for my lifetime
Got me puttin' all my feelings in these night rhymes
In my feelings in the night time
You can fight pain but you can’t fight time
Knowin' that you ain’t mine
Wanna pass out off this drank
But I can’t now
But ain’t no way to drown it
Be feelin' pain
And I, know it ain’t no way around it
But you still got me smilin'
Knowin' I can’t think about it
'Cause every night soon as I sleep
You know I dream about it
You and yo' pretty smile
And I done told you plenty times
Girl you all I think about
My love for you stronger than anyone I see around me
But I fucked up, so I know that you don’t think about me
And I deserve it
Just know that I don’t sleep about it
You all I think about
You was the person in my life
I ain’t see life without
Fucked up way too many times
I kept striking out
You know I’m hurt 'cause I don’t sleep when I think about you
You know I’m hurt 'cause I can’t breathe tryna sleep without you
I adore you
And you know what that mean
Get you a girl and adore her and she’ll never leave
Sometimes that shit gon' prolly mean to put yo' heart on yo' sleeve
But all that shit get you a love that you’d never believe
First time I fucked wit' you
I ain’t know love then
But then I learned
The shit come once and it don’t come again
And I been tryna find someone like you
So I could love again
But it don’t work, and it ain’t
'Cause they don’t understand
Like you did
The shit you did for me, I know
I know I did you wrong
I can’t be chasin' love no mo'
'Cause them hoes ain’t who I want