animus

In the winter my hair turns dark and the tips curl
When can I learn how to meet a girl
Hurry back need to defend the available angles
I swear I’ve made contact with monsters and angels
In the winter my skin dry’s after a shower
Don’t care for the sun but I love all the flowers
You missed my call now she thinks she has the power
Do what you want just know that you are a coward
Oh hi
Didn’t see you waving by
It’s not like you’re wasting my time
Finding out what it’s like
To be the light
'Cause you
Um
Don’t know where I’m coming from
Your life’s only just begun
I can show you what it’s like
To feel numb
'Cause I hate when I’m alone
I’ve witnessed what she honed
It burns me through my core
So tell me what’s-
And I don’t wanna waste my time
See a blur of image that I like
Seeing nothing but girl who tries to lie
And you wish that I’ll fall again
Just to show your other friends
But I know I’m adamant, toxic is your finest edge
Day by day it’s on myself
Feeling weaker on my guilt
Told no one I needed help
It’s on myself
Need to get my life together climbing up steep hills
Enjoying the sunset under the windmills
I cannot stand here nor can I sit still
I’m not on anything nor do I take pills
I’m done with everything nor do I even care
Do you want attention?
Laugh all you want I’m just tryna be nice here
And I don’t know why, I don’t know why
I think I’m normal, maybe a little weird
Do you think I’m here? Maybe something’s not clear
I got my morals, tryna meet my peers
Don’t need a sign on why I need you right?