Far from Faithful

I can’t wait to mature then give you all you need
As of late it’s been hard to know who’s controlling me:
My brain, my heart, or that lil thing all in my dungarees
Still smell your breeze on my sheets;
That scent is sweet as summers eve
It seems to me that it’s two things that come in threes:
& That’s death and a list of women that follow me
Fall in line like 3 man weave
Because a nigga balling:
Phone calling from night to morning
All of a sudden my number-one woman feel less important
I know I need to be better for ya
But open up them legs girl no-one get it wetter for ya
If pain is love then what’s your name? Spend every letter for ya
& it’s crazy how you claim that you way less than fidelic-- I’ll let you tell it
Ain’t no sense in comparing two people who gon let the cheating seep through
Every time we have disagreements we turn so deceitful
You need to be better for me; I need to be better for you…
Instead I’m saying:
«Where was I in a rush to go?»
Said we both moved too fast;
We let love die too slow
Say we both play our roles
Deep down though we both know:
Faithful-- girl we ain’t close
We so…
So far from being faithful
Thought of losing you too painful, to let you go
And they say… «real eyes realize real lies.»
Even though she hit the lights, I still close my eyes
‘Cause whoever I’m inside
Still you that I visualize
Come through in the latest ride
That I scooped from Enterprise;
That’s my workplace that nine to five-- more like seven to seven
Can’t text you at my work setting, so you steadily stressing
Claiming that I’m with some bitches-- ok maybe I was
But hold up-- not in the hours that you claimed I was
Getting over on you instead of growing older with ya
Is something I’m tryna switch up;
Invest more of my time into
I keep me a list of niggas and a longer list of bitches;
I group chat them all the agenda:
What they should and shouldn’t mention round my baby-- hide my business
If I invested half of that energy
Into you and me, how much better we’d be
I need to be better for ya; you need to be better for me
Instead I’m saying:
«Where was I in a rush to go?»
Said we both moved too fast;
We let love die too slow
Say we both play our roles
Deep down though we both know:
Faithful-- girl we ain’t close
We so…
… So far from being faithful
Thought of losing you too painful, to let you go
Don’t know why it’s so hard for me, to give you all of me. (2x)