three years down the drain

And when I did see you, you treat me like shit
Cuz I’m just some girl that doesn’t know what she wants
3 years, Man i threw it down the drain
Ex girl left me crazy and insane
Man I’d rather have a bullet In my brain
Man I’m sick of all this motherfucking pain
Said I changed and they wanna know why
I’m still the same because I still wanna die (wanna die!)
I don’t know if I can hold it all inside
Would you forgive me If I cut you out my life
Motherfucker won’t you leave me for dead
I got manic depression, my life is a wreck
Motherfucker, and my room is a mess
While I’m smoking a blunt, got a bitch in my bed
3 years, Man i threw it down the drain
Ex girl left me crazy and insane
Man I’d rather have a bullet In my brain
Man I’m sick of all this motherfucking pain
Heard a nigga Put some money on my head
Come and kill me bet you won’t do it again
Tried to kill me but i’m already a demon
I’m on vacation back the hell for the Weekend
Bitch I’m a loser, my girlfriend she cheated
Now I’m on my own and I’m beating my meat and I got did
So I change like seasons, I’m dodging the opps while I’m fighting my demons
3 years, Man i threw it down the drain
Ex girl left me crazy and insane
Man I’d rather have a bullet In my brain
Man I’m sick of all this motherfucking pain
What you know about meds?
Taking prescriptions to make you feel human again
Doctors they up in my head
Man I’m so sick of the shit man I’m better off dead
On the gang, bitch I put that on my team
Fuck with my niggas, you catching the beam
People don’t like when I scream
They think that I give a fuck
Take yo ass on a leave
3 years, Man i threw it down the drain
Ex girl left me crazy and insane
Man I’d rather have a bullet In my brain
Man I’m sick of all this motherfucking pain