Honestly

I’ve got to be honest with you
I’ve never said these words out loud
I have to make one promise to you
I’m gonna make you so proud
I’m not a liar, but I know I’ve lied
I wish that I could take it away
I was just trapped and trying to hide
Now I don’t know what I could say
You have to believe that this is true
But I have to believe as much as you
I tried a million different ways to change
I can’t make this house my home
I’m not as strong as I try to convey
I know I can’t do this alone
You have to believe that this is true
But I have to believe as much as you
I’m gonna do this right
I’ll stop talking so I can hear
I’m letting go of my pride
And now I see it I finally see it clear
You have to believe that this is true
But I have to believe as much as you