Sun Transitions

I loop the drums, something loosened up
Sloppy sounding like the loop is drunk
I’m sober as a mug though, who’d a thunk?
Fighting Lucifer, like «Why you losing bruh?»
I guess the Jesus on my other shoulder is diesel
And the dark lord feels intimidated
Like a five-year-old holding onto Hulk Hogan
Damn that last bit of paraphrasing got me very angry
Exasperated, this is not a statement
It’s just emotion, I’m close to vacant (Numb)
That’s what they want
These greedy fucks got enough, I must hold onto some
This year’s been rough beyond social injustice
Lost some people I loved, gained a new sufferance
Ask D.T.S. bout that ANX
That flush feeling all on my face
Faster and faster goes the heart rate
Sort of like I’m waiting for the shrooms to hit
But I ain’t doing shit
There’s no peak, it’s all bleak
And it gets worse before it exits room
Sense of doom impending soon
Then the storm dies down
But the clouds still loom
And I know it’s only a matter of time
So I’m trying to outrun the gloom
And these headaches have been strange too
Asked my doc if it’s a brain tumor
If I’m misinformed you can blame Google
Cause everything can be linked to a brain tumor
And he said, «Umm, let’s hold off on the MRI
There’s no red flags, you can walk in a line
And plus, you might not like what it finds»
(What does that mean?)
«I'm not saying it’s not in your future
But first let’s try drugs and some acupuncture»
Man this shit’s rad, thanks 30
I wonder what’s the plan for my next birthday