Be Alone

We’ve not even talked for weeks
I only seem to miss you when I’m asleep
Maybe I’m just a kid, that’s fine with me
I’m as grown up as I’ll ever be
Maybe you should just pack up and leave
Let’s talk about something important
Or we’ll never know
I gotta leave at 4 in the morning
It’s takes me everything not to leave this house
It’s burning down
With the weight of world on me
I guess not enough
To be alone
I fucked it up
Yeah, I should have known
That things always, always, always end this way
I guess it’s not enough to hate yourself
You gotta fuck things for somebody else
Yeah things always, always, always end this way
Now I’m out every night again
See each other every now and then
Though we talk it’s all pretend
We share a bed, not even friends
It seems to me, you always seem to be
Pissed off, and it doesn’t make sense to me
I know things don’t come easy
Believe me
Let’s talk about something important
Or we’ll never know
I gotta leave at 4 in the morning
It’s takes me everything not to leave this house
It’s burning down
With the weight of world on me
I guess not enough
To be alone
I fucked it up
Yeah, I should have known
That things always always, always, always end this way
I guess it’s not enough to hate yourself
You gotta fuck things for somebody else
Yeah things always, always, always end this way
I guess I’m not enough
And I smoked a fuckin' joint about it with my friends
They said it’s not that bad, when it comes to end
And I brought some girl back to my flat
I said I don’t want her love and she just laughed
She said «things are really not so bad
Just relax
You’ve been holding tight on to the past»
Oh and the worst part is I started to believe
You, when you said that there was something wrong with me
Oh and the worst part is I started to believe
You over me
When you said that there was something wrong
Something deeply wrong inside of me