Bipolar Mind

Hate and love blind me all the time
All my life I felt dirt in my eyes
I don’t find the magic balance
I don’t know what is shadow what is light
I wanna die by the cross
I want to kill by the devil
I always live in complete madness
I’m the weak, I’m the great
Please set me free god
Hey set me free God
Have you no mercy?
Can’t you see me dying?
My Lord
What do you want from me?
Oh, tell me please
You have no mercy
Can’t you see me crying Lord?
Can’t you se me suffering Lord?
Can’t you see me dying my Lord?
What do you need to prove?
Pushing me down and kicking my face
Do I deserve this war in my head?
Are you playing Your stupid game?
Can’t you hear me praying for you?
Always early but feeling so late
Can’t you hear me my Lord?
I need your help