Hollow

How many times do I have to fight for this?
Looking at my reflection, only emptiness
All that’s left is the shell of a man
Living in agony, a man gone mad
Breathing, dying, surviving in between
Chasing, facing bitter reality
I can’t take this
Save me from this
When pushed to the edge, am I expected not to jump?
I’m stuck in my own head
And now I’m fucking giving up
How many times do I have to fight for this?
Looking at my reflection, only emptiness
All that’s left is the shell of a man
Living in agony, a man gone mad
Breathing, dying, surviving in between
Chasing, facing bitter reality
Let me go
How long do I bleed before I break?
On my knees, no dignity
Losing everything, every piece of me
Enamored by beauty, on my knees, no dignity
Enamored by death, losing everything, every piece of me
You haven’t begged enough
You haven’t bled enough
Living in agony, I’m fucking giving up