Other Side

I hate to see you go
You wear it around like
You know I’m under your curse
It’s not the same anymore
Then again it’s never felt like
Things were shaping up the way they should
She knows how to blow my mind
She’s on blow all the damn time
And it’s been days since I’ve heard from her at all
In another life
I’d read into all the warning signs
They’re telling me she could never be the one
You can pick me up, throw me down
I don’t mind
‘Cause when the world’s back up
I’ll be down for a long time
Sometimes I push my luck
Like our love’s cut and dried
But don’t say you want me
‘Till we’re on the other side
‘Till we’re on the other side
Oh, I’m so torn up
When push comes to shove it’s all a game that I can’t help but play
Someday I’ll catch up
Until then I’ll run in circles making all the same mistakes
She ain’t good with her words
It’s always quiet when I’m with her
So we find other ways to fill up the space
For what it’s worth
I beat myself up, maybe more than I should
‘Cause it don’t sit right with me just being okay
You can pick me up, throw me down
I don’t mind
‘Cause when the world’s back up
I’ll be down for a long time
Sometimes I push my luck
Like our love’s cut and dried
But don’t say you want me
‘Till we’re on the other side
‘Till we’re on the other side