Older Brother

Older brother, did I let you down
I tried to follow you the best that I knew how
Now help me off the ground
Did I cross the line?
Did I fuck something up again?
Who would be surprised?
I woke up that guy
Older bodies, shadows in disguise
I was in love with that idea
Of turning off my eyes
And living in my mind
Did I cross the line?
Did I fuck something up again?
Who would be surprised?
I woke up that guy
(Did I cross the line?)
Running it all
(Did I fuck something up again?)
Nothing at all
(Who would be surprised?)
(I woke up that guy)
Bloody armor, hands in silence
Out of darkness, into beauty