PAIN (Outro)

Have you ever really felt pain?
Bloodstains and chest pains going insane
Not enough control to maintain, to sustain
Intrusive thoughts keeping me restrained
All these thoughts keep controlling me
Somewhere better that’s where I’d rather be
They say confidence is key is it really key?
Look to the future, what do I forsee?
Tryna face my feelings but then I just flee
My mood changing like a season, happiness ceases
See better places why can’t I b there?
Instead I’m lsewhere stuck in a nightmare
There’s no escape can’t get away
Don’t know how I became what I am today
I’m so afraid to try and explain
I hesitate