Aloneness

Friday
Off like a Sunday
And after a Thursday rain
I feel like a bum
‘Cause I know what you want from me
But I’m home
Back in aloneness
My thoughts
Back in aloneness
My spark
Fading away
Monday morning
I roll in
Feeling guilty again
I’m awake
But i don’t really want to be
And I look
Back in aloneness
My time
Back in aloneness
My zone
Back in aloneness
My spark
Fading away
The psyching up
The winding down
The way you look
When you’re proud
And I look to the wall
Seeing how little time we’ve got
To get over the things we’re not
And move on
And yet here I am
Waiting for my window to come
To resolve this longing
For something more
And the dream grows fainter
Each morning I wake up
To a life I’ve begun
To fear I’m meant to live
Back in aloneness
My spark
Fading away