Asylum in Skin

She stays, calling my phone
I can tell her I’m not home and beg to be left alone, but
She’ll be chillin with my friends all the time
So I always hear her name and I’m constantly reminded
Blinded
By her beautiful brown irises under her
Eyelids
That’ll droop down from the powders in her sinuses
I got a blanket wrapped 'round my heart you can call me Linus
Charlie Brown, look around, if you’ve seen her royal highness
I miss
What I use to be like 'for I met her
Now I’m always under the weather, snifflin, wonderin if it ever gets better and
I am
Constantly climbing the downward sloping island
Closed off like a hymen
But rhymin’s the only time in the day that I feel like trying
Or even half way okay I’m so sick of signing
This time card punch in and punch out
Suffer in, suffer out. Suffocate my senses
Loved ones sensed there was something else
I’m in asylum trapped in my own skin
I try to find myself all i find is sickness
I’m in asylum trapped in my own skin
I try to find myself all i find is sickness
When her hand rested on mine
I knew why I would never again crawl out from behind her
When she’s gone I would always try n' find her
Keep her safe and sound til my blood, I would dye her
Let her spread through my heart
And spend every penny to keep her happy in hopes that we never part
I won’t ever let her leave me, believe me, its easy to be needy
I’m convinced she needs me and
Oh sweety I dont mean to be creepy
But I’m on my hands and knees begging you to keep me
I’d do anything for you to love me again
I’d give up family I would give up friends n'
Better men than me have fallen victim to your ways
According to the doctor I’ma be better in thirty days
Better in thirty days
I’m in asylum trapped in my own skin
I try to find myself all i find is sickness
I’m in asylum trapped in my own skin
I try to find myself all i find is sickness
I’m in asylum trapped in my own skin
I try to find myself all i find is sickness
I’m in asylum trapped in my own skin
I try to find myself all i find is sickness