Convince Me

Can’t find it in me to have any envy of things that I used to believe
A grudge isn’t held, my faith simply failed, some things just are what they seem
Not sure on the day that I lost my faith
These hands that stayed glued now separate
Not sure on the day that I last prayed
If I did would it even matter anyways
Would you hear me
Make me a believer, a million views that point to you
My trust is growing weaker, and honestly I’m so confused
Give me one reason, something to believe in, make me a believer
Hid behind those pages, those scriptures that I read
Ignored all of the questions I had inside my head
Forgot about the answers I’d desperately seek
In fear of what they may think of me
Tired of all these questions, I knew what this would bring
Judgement from my loved ones that they would cast on me
Sorry if this hurts you, it wasn’t my intention
So please just let it go
Sorry if this hurts you, sorry if this hurts