It's Coming Again

Don’t wanna talk
I know my words will cut you like a thousand knives
I need to take it slow
Cause if i don’t my mind could blow
I’ve spent my weekend hours
All of them wasted in deciding high or low
I gotta stop and swim in cold deep water now
Something beyond control
It’s coming again
It’s coming on
One minute i’m here,
The next i’m gone
I’m losing the game
I come undone
Don’t wanna fall
I only need to make my mind go blank and leave no trace
Want nothing, but my head in an empty space